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✥ I wrote this song to cope. A song about Waterhead; the hellish ocean growing in this brain of mine. The one that has made me enemy of light and Sun, with its pressure pulsating endlessly Deep in the Eye. I share this with you, from the healing ices of Glaciers.✥
lyrics
i do remember how it all began
i was so scared of it
how could i go on
now knowing it was part of me
it was inside of me
thought that i could never die
at a moment's notice
thought that i could never die
unceremoniously
i have to live with this curse
for as long as i go
i could pretend that it was just a dream
and i did try to do so
but for nought
as the pain came back to haunt
and crush me to the ground
never thought that my enemy would be
the shinning brightness of the sun
heavy waterhead on the weakest of shoulders
the weakest of shoulders crumble
for as long as i go
could we just prepare my body and soul
to be embalmed by the burning ices of glaciers
could then the waves of sand erase
the fear of the ending, of my own ending
could we just take care of our pending matters
throw the doubt far into the ocean
while we have time
i have defiled all the ocean growing in my brain
roaming this ocean i was afraid to drown
roaming this ocean i was afraid to find
my own consciousness lost in thought
and stunned by light
unable to move, to cope...
credits
released September 24, 2022
Produced, composed and performed by Phillip Häxan
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